thanks to RL.. i don't even have time to use the pc as much... zzz...
so anyway... back... and with a bundle of poop. 抜太郎
the teeny tiny new addition to my teeny tiny family. he's a long coat chihuahua... just passed his 6th month and still in the process of shedding his baby fur and growing out his adult coat... can't wait to see him with the long hairdo in the near future.
well, if you know me, it's exactly... the typa dog i wouldn't get... since i can't really appreciate its short coat counterparts... they look too naked and remind me of paris hilton for all the wrong reasons. but german shepherds/huskies/shiba are off limits in hdbs... all the spitz i see are pure white... so long story cut off... we somehow got him since he was looking all lost and abandoned... he's a really mild fella for a chihuahua... or else we wouldn't have picked him.
why oh why... did i suddenly get a dog? no it's not sudden... and for all the weirdest reasons... goshujinsama to inu, ginga, yucchi, ginga, megane-san, ginga, seeing my cousin's little kittens, ginga, and of course the all important 'always-wanted-one-but-parent-is-pet-phobic' reason... and ginga. you all probably don't know ginga... so there. the amazing thing is... now mom is the one fussing over the fella... while i'm like the nemesis.
"he pooped""don't touch the poop! i'll clean it!... i said i'll do it!... DON'T! TSK!""we should buy this bag for him.""next time.""this toy is good.""next time.""pet food? wanna try this brand?""next time.""you should've gotten the steel cage.""no money okay.""we should let him roam the house.""don't be crazy.""can he see the tv?""he can see us.""you think we should give him more towels?""no. he's not king! i am!"
well guess who's who.
i refuse to become a dog slave, plus i'm a clean freak. (yikes! hell has frozen over!) and he pees like there's no tomorrow...
the ABOVE was written a month ago. to update on the mutt now... he still pees like there's no tomorrow. he enjoys tummy rubs. hell, he'll roll on his back every time to make sure you give him one! he's a cat in disguise... nah, cos i'm feeding him fish4dogs now. i wonder if i can get him to play with my spams... or if anyone out there will be his playmate...
dog talk aside.... i can't wait for payday... my bank is so empty and dry... even the sahara can't compare.
yadayadayada... yes i have rotted. so be it. live with it. go with it.
so hooked on this song now... 今更!? haha.
sounds very much like youjeen imo. and the vibe of it, i guess it's not surprising to see meredith brooks as co-writer...
gonna sidetrack a bit. the more i think about it, the more miffed i get. what a bloody aftertaste it leaves... screw her it.
葵~Totchi 03:41
20090907
NOT UR BUSINESS POST
ah. haven't blogged in so long... everyday's a chore...
とんでもない事をきかれた。 ほんとうにむかつく! みんな、B*tchと言うものをご存知ですか? シンガポールある所にはそう言うものがあるよ・・・ 私たちは抵抗しなかったので、 彼女はchairpersonの地位を利用して、 面子を保つためにfalse rumorsを広がった。 ふざけるな! "we quit" は何時 "oh, they were kicked out" に変更されたの? あちけ! みんな、何時か何を止めたら、必ず声を出してするよ! それで馬鹿者に中傷されない、名前を曇らせることもできないわ! あれまで誰かが決して嫌いになっては一度もない! airhead... いや, not even. the title of VACCUMHEAD belongs to that person.
yes yes it's a filthy angry post. i heard some nasty things... and in a nutshell, if u've never seen a b*tch before, go to kcc. i have honestly never in my entire cursed life, hated someone to this extent where it's affecting every atom of my flesh and bones.
YOU DIDNT KICK US OUT, WE QUIT BECAUSE WE COULDN'T STAND YOU AND YOUR LIES AND BRAGGING AND FAECES ANYMORE! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT!
葵~Totchi 06:10
20090821
幸福で死ぬ~
*幸せ中* 牧野登和 : 福山 潤 / 本多滋人 : 中村悠一 (in simpler terms... 3rd son x seiza aries! cry out loud!) deaf kid meets model. *鼻血* その上、i love the university setting, it's so... slice of life~ and the conversation between touwa and the girlfriend breaks my heart everytime...
next next, 月にオオカミ~ (3rd son x yoshiyasu! count x ryuutaros! wail out loud!) but just a buncha short stories... nonetheless, revolving around these mystical animal creatures, piques my interest... very fluffy light hearted stuff. makes you wanna jump into a pot of pink hearts... (ehhhhh)
ちんつぶ! 一言・・・完全に負けた! i've heard enough 「珍こ珍こ珍こ」to last me a a lifetime... いや... probably just for this this month. xP it's amazing how they can keep saying it like breathing...
とにかくi really enjoy listening to the freetalks at the end of most 美えろ cds... you hear them giggling, lol-ing, making fun of the scenes and each other... you won't even be able to tell they had just been through a emo recording. さすがに声優神様たち!拍手拍手!
well... you should be able to understand this post... でしょう?
葵~Totchi 07:53
20090818
i did one of those tests
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...
6 - the Questioner
Thanks for taking the test !
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me (seriously!)
• Be direct and clear. (use a mic if you must)
• Listen to me carefully. (i hate repeating myself)
• Don't judge me for my anxiety. (don't even judge me, seriously)
• Work things through with me. (if you're patient enough)
• Reassure me that everything is OK between us. (yes please)
• Laugh and make jokes with me. (people aren't phunny anymore)
• Gently push me toward new experiences. (it's okay if you aren't gentle, just don't be stupid)
• Try not to overreact to my overreacting. (exactly!)
What I Like About Being aSIX (i prefer being a 0)
• being committed and faithful to family and friends(hello commitment issues.. it's better to stay away from me.)
• being responsible and hardworking (i've learn not to be)
• being compassionate toward others(animals only)
• having intellect and wit (without trying to be a snob, i wish i was stupid-er)
• being a nonconformist (hell yea)
• confronting danger bravely (i don't scream when i see a roach, i politely step out of their way and promptly call for termination reinforcements)
• being direct and assertive (too much perhaps)
What's Hard About Being a SIX
• the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind (hello miss procrastinator)
• procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself (checked)
• fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of (checked)
• exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger (apparently my danger radar isn't working well... it just went "bsszzzzaaaa" the other day.)
• wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right (who doesn't)
• being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations (u have no idea.)
SIXes as Children Often
• are friendly, likable, and dependable, (past...?) and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn (present...)
• are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger (i believe the word is 'paranoid')
• form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent (it's me and myself VS the world)
• look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel (checked)
• are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholicfamilies, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent (period.)
SIXes as Parents
• are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty (seriously, i don't know.)
• are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence (really?)
• worry more than most that their children will get hurt (i believe in standing up on your own after you've fallen though)
• sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries (ehhh... unlikely... i dislike pampered kids)
[Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele, The Enneagram Made Easy. Discover the 9 Types of People.]
Harper: San Francisco, 1994, 161 pages
you wanna know MORE? so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type... ...even more you'll find in Google
i'm not sure if it's actually just like fortune telling, where they tell you something stupid and you basically agree with everything because it's 'general opinion'... but this is somewhat accurate...? since it's all negatives... ha... if anyone does this test, show me your results too. hah.
シツジjust did, and it was barely accurate ... hmm... unless you're hiding things from me i don't know. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. 怪しいよ・・・
葵~Totchi 00:23
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